Published On: 12-21-2006 06:07 AM
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Untill now, have any of you actually don't know how I feel?
Dare you say something just only for me, minako, me???
Then why are you still standing out there???

Published On: 12-21-2006 05:57 AM
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The start of this whole "project" is when I was 16, and that was supposed to be such a wonderful season for me. How many 16 can I still have? But it was ruined by you, your whole "meaningful project"! I turned 17, and where is my happiness?

TELL ME CAN YOU GIVE ME MY 16TH, MY SWEET SIXTEEN BACK!!!??????
WHY DO YOU WANT TO TAKE MY 17 AS WELL INTO WHOLE WAITING SUFFERING THING?????!!!!!

DON'T TELL ME YOU HAVE HAD 16 AND 17 BEFORE!! HOW DARE YOU???? WHY SHOULD I HAVE MY HAPPINESS MY DREAM AFTER I LOST SO MANY THINGS??!!!

DO YOU THINK I CAN STILL GET BACK TO MY SCHOOL LIFE? NO, I CAN'T. SAME LIKE LIFE HERE, I AM NOT GOING TO BACK TO ANY OF THOSE AGAIN NO MORE!!!

ALL I CAN DO IS MOVE ON TO NEW LIFE THAT SUPPOSE TO BE MY LIFE DREAM BY LOSING THE CONTACTS OF ANY OLD TIME ISSUES, BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT YOU PUSHED ME INTO.

WHEN YOU HAVE ALL YOUR CROWDS, HAVE YOU EVER THINK OR FEEL SHAME ABOUT WHAT YOU DID TO ME AND WHAT YOU GET FROM ME????!!!!

Published On: 12-21-2006 05:44 AM
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Who are you? What are you doing? Do you still have any sense of those?
You have social status, you have money, you have fame, you have your programs, you have your books, you have your stations, you have your websites, you have your business groups, you have your university, you have your courses, you have your parents, you have your nations, you have your kids, you have your houses, you have your shoppers, you have your gifts, you have your products, you have your funs, you have your songs, you have your albums, you have your shows, you have your stars, you have your friends, you have your studies, you have your farms, you have your sport teams, you have your player, you have your political parties, you have your governors, you have your governments, you have your own institutions, you have your hospitals, you have your foods, you have your internet, you have your satellite devices, you have your videos, you have your musics, you have your MVs, you have your stories, you have your stages, you have your commercials, you have your investments, you have your benefits, you have your plants, you have your fruits, you have your supermarkets, you have your flights, you have your transportations, you have your cases, you have your agencies, you have your hunters, you have your films, you have your filmmaker, you have your celebrities, you have your opportutnities, you got your bands, you got your dancers, you got your skaters, you got your "everything" that is based on my suffering and all.

Tell me what do I have that is belong to me? Name one?!!!!!

If this one kid is that important for you and everyone, how dare you humiliating her like these till now and more. What more do you want?
All I have is only myself, not even the clothes that is on my body.
Tell me, what more do you actually want from me?

Published On: 12-21-2006 05:24 AM
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Me, a 17 years old teenager girl, without saying any sexual harass I have encountered so far, I, being suffered everything that you have made up for me, being eliminated, being rejected, being abundant, being ditched, being passed to the mental health department, being questioned about my identity, being rejected by my university, being rejected by two of the nations, being dumped by my parents (birth ones and rests of my so called schoolmates), being abused by my dad so many times, being left alone without any help, being treated unfairly by the police officers by two nations, being played around by all those sicked things around, being token all the ids and money, being punched so many times while I was already down, being land my forehead down the floor like at least hundred of times! But I win everything back all by myself and I never get any help from any of you people but still provide you with everything I can do to help. Especially after I know everything ever since the beginning. There's just one thing I am asking for, how can you ever say things is not that simple or you have no time, or you have so many things to do that is beyond me.
When you try to say those have you think of what you were saying is so ridiculous that I can't even believe it is said from some human beings' mouth.
If you ever suffered a little, I suffered it already first and more, all you need is just transform it into another lines. And how come your succeeds is so much more important than my. Who gave you the right to do those.
YOU ARE JUST USELESS.

Published On: 12-21-2006 05:06 AM
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Please be a grownup when you are, especially when you play games with a kid. You better make your own imagine by act on what you should act instead of providing with any excuse.

I know you have so much things to let people around me to discuss during their conversations while around me to make me sense any sympathy for what you been encountered. Well, if helps, I could not provide with any topic so that you don't have anything to be included to bother me.
I could absolutely do that! ~.^